I'm so envious of that new Psi-Phi with their "precious" writing. I'm self conscious of simple errors like homonyms and other writing stuff. It makes me feel so bad, so bad that it's almost as if I've listened to pop music. I get woozy and queezy, my heart is racing my head is spinning. I'm overwhelmed with guilt and shame of memories of things that never happened. I feel embarrassed. Maybe if I listen to pop music I wouldn't feel embarrassed because the "artists" would carry that burden for me, the listener and then I could act out on this impulse less. I think I just solved my problem.